times like this , i should be really mugging my intestines / colon / rectum / pancreas / duodenum / ass off for i am clearly aware that o levels are in a month . anyway , it gets really exciting to know that i'll be done and over with secondary school in about two months . i have endured with this piece of shit for almost five years now and i need some kick ass grades for o levels that would be able to land me somewhere on the ground of Temasek Poly ( my dream school ! ) to give myself a pat on the back .

It's exactly three more months till i turn seventeen . I'm not really excited about it since i feel that i'm already seventeen since the start of the year although my birthday's on December . I know , what the hell . I'm trying not to remind myself that i'm still sixteen because being sixteen is boring . Anyway , can't wait till i'm eighteen and then i can take my driving license and by 2010 , i'll be driving to school baybeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !

i have big dreams .

crosses and circles ,
farah