5:43 PM
and everything just have to occur in a day within a mere five hours . everything just have to happen a week before my o levels . this is too much for me to withstand , too much of an obstacle for me to overcome and i think i've just hit the bottom rock . i feel so numb and crushed . so numb and so lost . so numb and so devastated . so numb , so numb . i wouldn't wish to elaborate futhur . i need nicotine . alot of it . pardon me while i battle with my own issues .