A little note to nobody

3:50 PM

i feel so frustrated but i don't even know why .
i feel super cranky the moment i got up today at around 2pm . called megat and talked to him and even after which , i still feel ... very cranky .

we talked about blood .. and i told him that blood smells like Rust + Salt together .. EWW i know .. Megat told me that cannibals preys on humas because we taste something like turkey and chicken to them . And blood .. , regardless human blood or animals' , changes smell when cooked .. So weird . He also told me that some blood smells like strawberries when cooked .

And we talked about .. injections .. and operations and dislocated bones . it made me feel really weak after we end that conversation .. i even felt like vomitting and collapsing .. but that's pretty impossible cause i was resting on my bed .. so all i could do was to rest there trying to gain my energy back cause it seems like ive lost all my energy when i think about blood .. my hands and legs feel all woobly .. i know , what a topic to talk about over the phone .

we are just weird at times -- most of the time .

my mum got into my room and she told me to tidy up my wardrobe and we did it together . so many clothes were hanged .. i need a bigger wardrobe .
then she started nagging on ... i don't even know what she was nagging about . didn't bother to listen . The sound of her voice travels super fast .. and it sound like .. a buzzing bee . The kind of sound you hear when a bee passes by your ears . Yeah something like that .

Oh my mum just came up to me with my cardigan in hand and she complimented on how nice it is .. There , mums . Trying to be nice since she was nagging just now . MUMS .

shahzlie just called and asked me to slack with them under the block now . i have yet to bathe and i'm not done with tidying up my room . can't stop halfway or my mum will nag , even more .

crosses and circles ,
farah

3:50 PM

3:50 PM