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DAMN OLD PICTURE HAHAHA
2008/2009 ?!

HII !! It's been so long.
Don't even know if anyone would even read this, but still I don't really care hahaha. Anyway school started and it really sucks. Can't wait for the 1 month study break a.k.a 3 weeks holiday + 1 week major intense studying for me haha. Anyway it is damn frustrating because I've been gaining weight, AT THE WRONG TIME. My photo shoot is coming and I've been eating. Don't know why also. From 44kg to 46kg AHH I CAN DIEEE. No ah i'm not anorexic la i'm just very concerned about my weight. Later no one want to marry me, how? Correct? Hahaha. Anyway I hate it whenever I get my pay cause it'll be gone within 2 days. Okay not really GONE in 2 days la but it feels like it. For the past 2 months, i've been spending like 900 bucks in two weeks, and for the rest of the two weeks i'm broke like fuck. So this month i'm really trying to control my expenditure and stuffs like that. I'm even thinking of SAVING ! Wow farah *pats on back* I can't really save my money but i'm gonna try saving, AGAIN, for like the 10th time. And I really hope it would go smoothly as planned, and i hope i will not be tempted to take all the money out and march to forever 21 (just like what i did previously hahahaha). You can't really blame me though, i need new clothes to make me feel good. I think it applies to everyone, just that I REALLY rely on shopping to make me really happy -- but the aftermath? Damn depressed la my money all gone. But nevermind, the dresses are all worth it. Oh yeah, guess what !! I got an A for my oral in french language ! Cool now i can sound damn sexy already. Bonjour ;) And school, sigh, i really need to buck up on ALL modules!! I can do this yes I can.

Crosses and circles,
farah

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