Just gotta let you know

2:00 AM

There are things about me that people don't know. And I don't wish to tell anyone, because no matter how I try to elaborate or try explaining with any kind of words that I could think of, it couldn't match to the feelings I feel inside or like that way that I planned to express it out. There are reasons why I keep things to myself, and there are reasons why I limit myself to some aspects of life.

I have met a lot of people throughout my life. I am nineteen this year, and being alive this long is more than enough to show me how cruel the world could get. I don't want to get into details, because every opinion is different, and I have my own.

This isn't a really nice place to live in, but we have no other choice but to suck on it.

I have histories that I don't wish to share, but these histories are the ones that made me the person I am now. One day I just wish someone would come along and adapt to what or how I am now. Because adapting me, would be equivalent to accepting my histories.

Within these histories lies a couple of promises made with a few people. I have to go on with life having doubts on whether or not these promises are still being kept as a promise. What fears me most are those long-term promises that was made. I have doubts on whether or not to count their word for the promises being made at a certain period of time. I even have doubts whether or not it still linger on their mind, but I have to go on, just probably hoping that I am not relying my life on empty promises. But fret not, I am still holding on to any kind of promises that I made.

Life is a gamble.

Anyway, to whom it may be concerned,
It was nice being around you and thank you for showing me around to places I've never stepped a foot on before in Singapore. You definitely drew a smile across my face and I really thank you for that (and the lantern too and the sweets , it was super adorable of you ! haha ) . And to whatever that happened at Keppel Bay (thanks for bringing me there, I REALLY love it!) , well it was good while it lasted ;) It might be only less than a month since I know you but , for what its worth , you are such a sweetheart , really . You made me feel like a princess .

Crosses and circles,
farah
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