11:40 PM
No matter how hard I tried explaining, it seems that words do not hold that much of a value itself for me to convey and describe with absolute detail in accordance to what has been happening/happened. So.. I can't tell them what it really is, I can only tell them what it feels like. But explaining does not do any justice because words could not correspond to what I would like to express. It's frustrating. But it's okay. It is all over. And.. I'm glad the chapter past by me. I was drained out and exhausted from the unbearable and continuous ...mortifying drama. I should refrain myself from giving it less credit than what it deserves. And instead.. I should probably be thankful for everything.. Both the good and the bad. There has to be a blessing in disguise. Few lessons learnt and taught here and there. After all, what doesn't kill me only makes me stronger. And I'm stronger now. Manipulating yourself to switch your weaknesses into a form of strength would only channel you to positivity.
Crosses and circles,
farah