A little note to nobody

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grandad and my niece.

i miss my grandad so much ='(
It's really hard to accept the fact that he's gone. But everyone on the surface of Earth has to go one day, eventually. I've been thinking about him every now and then. Never did he slip out off my mind. Yes, he mean THAT much to me. Never ever take your loved ones for granted for they might just go away forever, one day =(

On a brighter note, i got back my report book and although i'm not really satisfied with my combined humanities, combined science and english, i managed to get 3rd in class. Yay me? There's 39 people in class i think (or is it 38?) i'm not sure. So i guess that's pretty satisfying to start it off with. But still, my L1B4 is really bad so i guess there's nothing to be proud of. To top it all up , my parents arent satisfied either and i'm really dissapointed in myself. Prelims are held during June i heard. I'm not really sure. If it really does, then i have like, 3 more months to prepare?! SO DULANN...... =( =( =( I really wanna make them proud. Like, really proud.

I've been skating these days. Okay shut up. Faisal taught me how to =) But he laughed at me. And that is really mean. I wanna get my own skateboard first! Haha. No, i wanna buy new rollerblades ! my old one is.. gone? i think my mum gave it away to my cousin because i can't fit in it anymore. And that reminds me ... i seriously need to burn some fats ! (shut up faisal ! i know what you're thinking ) but too bad studies are on the way. Excersing can be push aside till i'm done with my 'O' Levels (and get grades that kick asses so i can get into some really good course in poly ). Hey at least i have a reasonable excuse to eat more french fries alright =)

i want cookies and cream ice cream and munchy donuts alongside with milo =)
that'll be perfect.

anyway cheerleading competition is in less than 6 days and the girls did not co-operate with me THAT well but oh well, at least we got our routine almost done and over with ! i really hope for the best =) I had fun throughout all of the practises held after school and such although some gave me really huge problems . There's always three or two people missing from the practise and it's REALLY hard to conduct practises that way but i'm really trying my best to be the best =) i need to get the poms-poms and outfits ready ! talking about the outfit, OUR OUTFIT KICKS ASS. literally, IT DOES. for real =) something different and i love it. although ok, we havent really buy it yet, BUT, we are going to buy them real soon =) Oh , and cheers. I have to print out the cheers. I know im repeating this but, it's really a chore becoming the captain but oh well, one will always have to sacrifice for the benefit of the squad.

I desperately want us to win this year because i'm graduating ! but if we dont then it's really alright because there's always the winner and the loser. What matters most is we had fun and i'm more than happy that way =) all of us put in effort and everyone's a champion in their own individual ways so yea, YAY ! =)

and yes,
MY FNN COURSEWORK. i've not done it yet.
>.<
how exciting.

Quite a number of people asked me why i'm missing in Myspace, Friendster and Facebook. Reason is i deleted all three of my accounts. Yeaaaaaaa, due to some reasons but hey, i think i'm better off without it =) so so so many unwanted complications arosed and i don't want that to happen again =) Aisyah, you know what i mean. haha. And it's getting pretty boring here. There's no point for me to surf the net again because .. i have nothing to surf? except for MSN and.. games.com? but i think i played half of the games there already! the other half are all some mahjong games.
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xx

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