Malay 'O' Level paper was pretty managable ! i LOVE LOVE LOVE paper 2. it was, easier than i thought? but i wouldn't be over confident though. paper 1 was .. a dissapoinment ? it wasn't my best attempt and i know i'm capable of doing better. whatever la, it's done and over with anyway. now let's pray for kick-ass results !

it was still kinda ironic that i've got to memorise all 120 peribahasa although i'm totally aware that i could only gain a maximum of 5 marks on that particular section. Really pisses the shit out of me. like seriously. Very time-consuming.

Moving onnnnnnnnnnnnnn, the ex messaged wishing me good luck for O levels and telling me how much he miss me and how deep his love for me still is (yes please have a good laugh). Uhuh, who else but faisal ? The one i had a 3 years relationship with ? He never fail to message me every single night saying "i love you" . Yea to have a glance back, i wonder how i held on to him for 3 LONG years. It was tough, i have to admit. But it's all good now. I won't turn back. I'm stronger now, definately? Buckets of tears shed, blood rolling down my wrist (please call me stupid) but i'll definately take that as a bulk of experiences. Ex stays as Ex and nothing more. I'm glad that we're friends now. I think we're better off that way. No more arguements that kept on chocking us deep down to our oesophagus and no more hatreds between two souls. May you, lead a happier life. And i seriously hope you'll change one day. I've been waiting for the day that a miracle would happen and you'll finally realise your mistakes.

All the best, used-to-be-romeo. (although i know that you won't read this =.=)

i'm proud that i could finally stand on my own two feets on my own ground. and i'll definately forgive you for all your mistakes one fine day; not now though. it's too soon. to be brutally honest, i'm still hurt by your dreadful act though. really heartless. but like what i said, it's all done and over with and i'm proud to be what we are now. i'm not going to hate you or diss you because everything that had happened stays in the past and i won't bring it all up =)

everything happens for a reason.