12:28 AM
currently over at lubna's place. yea, sleeping over =) were from town and yea, i'm so shagged. and luby's camwhoring infront of me right now.
anyway, faisal the ex kept on messaging me, wanting me back. i'm sorry but i think i'd rather put it all in the past, lock it up, and never look back ever again.
this was what he said :
"farah, i know ive not been a good bf. i've been scolding you time and time again. and please forgive me for my behaviour. im sorry. truth is i cant seem to move on. no matter how much u want me to, i can't force myself to. i can't live without you. i cant breathe without you. i know im selfish for saying this. i want you back because i need you in my life farah. i swear i do. please say you want me too. i love you i love you i love you . no matter what i do, all i think about is you. it's true! i swear it is. i love you farah"you know what my dearest faisal ?
we tried. you know we did. i'm tired. so are you. just forget about it. move on.
will update again later with pictures.
xoxo.