A little note to nobody

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HAPPY BELATED 17TH BIRTHDAY LUBNA
(i'm only a day late . but hey at least i wished you on 12 midnight okay ! )
you're 17 now biatch. and i still can't accept the fact that you're older than me. HAHA. okay but whatever it is, it's been a pleasure knowing you and all because you're such a great companion to be with and crap around.
may all your wildest dreams come true okay. do well for o level and let's get into the same poly because well . . . you know i know. HEEEEHEEEE.
I LOVE YOU BIATCH ! XOXOXO

anyhoos, my saturday was smashingly great because it was spent with my awesome besties in the whole wide world. i would never throw the special bond we have. count me on this (:

met them around 2pm and we went to marina square to slack.

i'm not short.
they're just too tall.
I'M 1.63 / 1.64 OKAY ! TALL OKAY . ADMIT IT ADMIT IT.

and oh my god what's with me ! i've been wearing slippers out FOR TWO SATURDAYS STRAIGHT!!
where's the farah-the-girl-with-the-heels mannnnnnnnnnnnnnn. shiatz.

see that guy with the black and pink hoodie beside me?
yea he's 14 years old and he's fucking tall. oh my god right. haha. and i'm a freaking soon-to-be-seventeen-year-old-young-adult.
he asked me what's my name and i told him "oh, i'm farah juliet" AND HE BELIVED. how adorable rightttttttttt. hahahaha. then he was like "eh siala your name nice"
biasa.

trainned to town soon after. the boys wanted to jam at *scape for about an hour? so me and lubna headed our way to the lime flea market and far east plaza.

the boys came and meet us at far east plaza soon after.
when they came right, azri gave me the shock of the century.
he was like "farah, i saw faisal just now. he's in this building"

i was shocked. happy. sad. devastated. scared. angry. mad. irritated. heartbroken. hurt. elated.

I NEVER FELT THAT WAY BEFORE.
different kinds of emotions started to fill every inch of me. i didn't know how i exactly felt.

faisal's my ex-boyfriend and we broke up for a few months now and we never met each other since then. we were once together for THREE YEARS and that was when i was still in secondary two. and now i'm in secondary five. we went through alot together. the pain. happiness. the ups and downs. it was a tough ride.

so the moment azri mentioned his name, i started to have flashbacks of the old times. and before i knew it, my tear ducts were activated and tears started welling up in my eyes. i looked down all the way. my face turned pale and i don't know why but i was ... shivering .

the boys and lubna was kind enough to let me cool myself down and we sat at a corner. i was hoping and wishing that i would not bump into him. but a part of me wanted to see him because it's been a long time since we last spoken a word to each other. i would love to see how much he changed. but i told myself that it's better if i hide myself away from him.

we then went up to the 3rd floor because alvin wanted to check out a shop there. and suddenly narysal, lubna and azri started to like surround me. i was like "why why why ?"

and they told me faisal was behind and they wanted to hide myself. i couldnt help it but to turn around. and then moment i turned my head around, he walked quickly and somehow hide himself behind some pillar. i bet he didn't wanna see me too huh? and i bet he know i was there since he bumped into azri ealier on. and what not, he saw lubna. i'm always with lubna wherever i go. well at least i had a glance of you.

you go your way,
and i'll go mine.
because we're better off ... seperated.

cut this shit.

was messaging with hafiz throughout the whole incident. thanks for making me feel better (:

walked outside cineleisure and guess who i saw ?
ALYFFFFFFFFFFFFFF. oh my god it's been ages since i last met him (:
dah abang abang ns yer ? haha
oh my face sucked there.
and i wasnt pointing middle finger eh. it was my cigg

it was 8pm and some left because they had their own plans. so it was me, alvin, lubna and azri. slacked at spinelli outside heeren.

i love CGS. forever and ever (:
you're the bestest besties i've ever came across.

got back home at 11pm.

chatted with felix over on the phone at night after two weeks of not contacting. yea we got into an arguement AGAIN. he spilled everything out though.
stop being jealous over everything can?
meet you soon =)

xoxo

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