he said " be my sugar - coated sweetlove baby sweetheart dear love , be my GF "
" but we haven't even met and another girl is in love with you and she would hate me if she finds out , hello ? " i replied .

and he confidently said " she is just my fling/date and you are my love "

and guess what ? i decided to do some research and found out that the girl that he reffered as his "date/fling" is actually his girlfriend . yea , you're asking me to be your girlfriend when you are already attached . i can't belive you actually thought i could be fooled ? HA ! i'm farah THE GREAT okay . *flips hair* no one can fool me .

i actually feel really sorry for your girl . wait till she finds out what you're doing behind her back . but i'm going to do both of you a favour though and i wouldnt spill the beans to her . i don't ruin relationships . oh and urm a note for you , if you want to lie , at least be good at it .

boys these days . isn't is beyond obvious that they're assholes ? rushing and rushing through things , but do they even mean what they say ? are you even ready to commit to one ? the next thing i know , you'll be saying the same thing to others . ass . this is not a show , and i wouldnt want to be one of your acts . neither do i want to be considered or labelled as a "fling" , "date" , "soon-to-be" . no , none of them . for i belive that i shouldnt be labelled anything until i am officially married . times like this , i wish i could change my orientation and be a bi .

i just hope he dosent read my blog . i don't even think he knows i have one . great , just great ;) i can get really bitchy here from now on . i wouldn't of course , mention any name or i'll be in dead , meat , trouble .

my eyebrows need some serious threading to be done . it's a bush now , i repeat , a wild bush .

crosses and circles ,
farah