A little note to nobody

7:44 PM

i was suffering from severe starvation of the outside world so , i had to step out of the house before i suffer from the last stage of retardation that could be viewed similar to as an individual that had their gene undergoing mutation during fertilisation when the female gamete fuses with the male gamete and be classified as someone suffering from down syndrome .

biology is occupying my every little brain cells . pardon me .
please witness with your very own naked eyes on how much education had ruined me .
that aside .

i went out on monday .
YOU HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA HOW ELATED I WAS TO FINALLY BE ABLE TO PUT ON MY PRETTY DRESS AND APPLY MY MAKE UP ON !!

you have no idea .

it came to a point where i even forget how to use the eyeshadow .
but that aside ,

i went to parkway parade with lubna . we vowed to ourself not to step to any of the town areas and it have been almost 2 months since i went to town . shut up fucker . shut up . i'm so outdated i know .

let's welcome the pictures .
I HAVE PICTURES IN MY BLOG FINALLY ! PICTURES OF ME GOING OUT !! PICTURES OF ME OUTSIDE ! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH =D =D =D

my ke ai purple pencil box *pokes cheek*
MY STATIONARIES ALWAYS LOST ONE YOU KNOW !
go school , go back home , check pencil box , SOMETHING ALWAYS MISSING !
today pen lost .. tomorrow eraser lost .. the next day ruler lost ..
thanks ah guys . hahahahahahahaa

well it was an 'educational' trip to parkway anyway . initial plan was to study at school but it was closed since it's deepavali . took the chance to have a getaway to popular and bought a biology book and headed to macdonalds to study . we did really study though .

had an early dinner and headed back to her place . sleptover there for the night . luby's place is already like my 2nd home . i'll sleep over her house like once or twice every month without fail .

stupid pictures .

woke up as early as 8am thanks to luby's constant nagging . it was so hard to wake up in the morning ! i kept on lifting my head and it'll eventually fall back to the pillow with the hair all over my face . and luby went something like "you better wake up eh before i shout" HAHAHAHAHAHA . after all the hoos and haas , she followed me back home , changed into my school uniform and we went to the school library together to mug .. whatelse can we be going thre . tsk !

I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY THE FUCKING FUCK DO WE HAVE TO FUCKING STUDY !
ALL OF US WOULD END UP IN A FUCKING DEEP HOLE ANYWAY AND ROT AND JUST .. JUST DIE ! WHATEVER HAPPENED TO THE KNOWLEDGE WE WORKED TERRIBLY HARD FOR ? WHATEVER HAPPENED TO THOSE CERTIFICATES AND DIPLOMAS WE ONCE HAD ? THAT FUCKING PIECE OF PAPER WOULD JUST BE THROWN AWAY . OR THE LEAST , SOMEONE WOULD JUST MISPLACE IT AND IT WOULDNT WORTH ANYTHING ANYMORE !

I JUST WANT TO BE A HOUSEWIFE . NO , MAKE THAT A TAI TAI ! AND GIVE BREASTS MILK TO TWO CHILDREN !!
thank god i was born a girl . i don't wanna suffer my whole life working ! i'll work until maybe about the age of 35 . and then i'm going to ask my husband to work and supply me with the moolahs ! but wait , I DONT EVEN WANT TO GET MARRIED IN THE FIRST PLACE ! don't worry im still straight . straighter than a fucking metal ruler .

MY LIFE IS SO FUCKING MISERABLE

YOU HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA !

i want to die .

argh .

xoxo

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