A little note to nobody

4:03 PM

do you know what i think ?
i think there wouldnt be any possibilities of me falling in love to one person , for a very long period of time , ever again .

just when i was about to fall , there would always be several unintended barriers that would snap me out of everything and yea , back to square one . barriers that would eventually prevent me from falling futhur .

what do i mean by barriers ?
as if it is not obvious enough , i tend to be jealous easily . it is really pathetic if you were to give a thought about it . i get jealous even before i get into a relationship .. and you wouldnt want me to get into details on how i could be less of a human when i'm in a relationship , really .

do you want to know the irony of it all ? the other party wouldn't have a clue that i am jealous . i would slowly drift myself futhur away from that particular someone .

apart from being jealous , i could easily get turned off , or bored , or you know , i just need something new , or maybe he is just so different . i know they said differences or opposites attracts , but being TOO different isn't really what i'm looking for . there's several other reasons why i don't think i could fall in love for a long time , but i don't think there's a need or necessary for you people to know .

plus , im being brutally honest here but i don't think i should futhur lengthen my sentences as it would only make me sound really , very pathetic .

oh and why am i blogging about this , you'd ask ?
well , you shouldnt ask about the obvious , don't you think ?

god , baccccccccccccccccccck to square one
*sigh*

is this fate , or is it just me being really very choosy ?
neither of the two would make a good answer .

crosses and circles ,
farah

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