A little note to nobody

11:19 PM

I feel so happy cause I'm wearing Megat's over-sized t-shirt and shorts to sleep tonight because I want to feel his warmth and 'presence' while I'm asleep. I'm not psychotic!! Just that I want to feel sorta 'engulfed' by him throughout the night. Some sort of a replacement for his hugs, though I'd much prefer his hugs (of course!).

I'm still feeling very very happy that I'm smiling while typing this.very.moment.

Adidas top and Nike shorts. Both Megat's.
This is what you get when your boyfriend is urmm... very into sports? Haha.

However though, today kinda sucked for me, real bad. Firstly, I was late for tutorial again (nothing's new there). Secondly, today's POM lecture was canceled. Not like it's a bad thing but... it seems like as if i came to school for nothing today apart from (trying) to have good attendance to make up for my VERY VERY bad attendance last two months. Thirdly (and probably the worst situation for today), I CRACKED MY HANDPHONE'S SCREEN. I don't know how that happened but it happened, and I'm surprised that I didn't cry or anything. I'm thinking of getting a new line and a new phone but we'll see about that lah ok. But thanks Najib for lending me your spare phone!

Sigh. Told ya Shit happens.

Anyhoos, watched Megat played futsal with his team today in school from 3pm till around 9pm. Yeah six freaking hours burning myself under the hot sun with barely any wind !!!, but it's okay cause sometimes you just have to do some sacrifices :) Plus, I enjoy watching Megat enjoying himself in what he does best. It makes me happy to see him happy. And it makes me more happy when he tries to make me proud and happy. I like us being this way :) It's so... happy. Haha. I love you b!

Crosses and circles,
farah

11:19 PM

11:19 PM