this would be a very cheesy entry

12:45 AM

I have high expectations on both myself and on others. I hate it when I fail terribly, or when someone disappoint me. Sometimes I expect so much from someone that it is really ridiculous.

However it dawned upon me that I think I am just crazy. Crazy from having all these kind of high expectations.

I was on my bed doing nothing for close to two hours in the afternoon. I thought about a couple of stuffs. The good, the bad, and somewhere in between.

And then I realised that there's this particular someone whom I often set high expectations to. Someone who I expect too much from.

I realised that I should not be doing that. Because that someone has been trying to prove to me that everything is real, in his own unique ways. Trying to prove that his love is real.

There's not even a reason that i could come up with as to why I should set high expectations on him, because his imperfections are what makes him perfect to my eyes.

And that someone is none other than my own boyfriend.

I love you a lot megat hikal, although you're silly beyond control and super irritating like that, because you're the best boyfriend ever.

There was never a day that passed without you making me feel loved.

crosses and circles,
farah

this would be a very cheesy entry

12:45 AM

12:45 AM