A little note to nobody

12:04 AM

Yesterday was totally jialat. Well i was supposed to have Principles Of Management lecture from 11am till 1pm, and that was the only lesson for the day. So I reached school at around 11.30, and honestly, I was very proud of myself because being late for 30 minutes is considered early for me. Anyways, I was waiting outside the lecture theater for Joanne so we could go in together. While i was sitting there waiting patiently for her, everyone started coming out from the theater WITH THEIR BAGS.

Yep, the lecture lasted only for 30 minutes.
Yep, I came to school only to find out that the lecture ended.
Yep, I came to school for nothing.

So you could probably imagine the look on my face.
I was... shocked and just... very shocked and clueless.

I don't know if you would consider that awesome or what but, that was really a waste of my time. HELLO, I TAKE AN HOUR TO GET TO SCHOOL?!

So meet up with Joanne, Khai, Haziq and Wan. Proceeded to the block opposite of school (as usual) and had countless rounds of taiti (as usual) with my Iced horlicks! Waited till Megat came and had lunch, after which he send me home.

Headed to marine parade library alone around 5pm and managed to study, not untill around 8.30pm when my crave for Breaded sushi was overpowering myself.

Walked slowly to parkway parade while enjoying the awesome cold breeze. Alone. It was nice. It's been a while since I felt kinda...independent. Bought whatever I wanted from Old Chang Kee. Sat somewhere outside of Parkway and enjoyed my food. Alone. I was physically there but mentally elsewhere. Thought about a lot of stuffs.

Being alone sometimes is afterall, fun.

But somehow I hate being alone in the morning or afternoon. I don't really mind being alone at night because everything else is calm and i love calmness, silent and the cold breeze.

But sometimes I just love being around awesome cliques :D

So it is just me and my books for now until the semestral exams are over because I just realised that my exams are next week and I know nuts.

You secondary school kids should be grateful that you're still in secondary school.

crosses and circles,
farah

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