stop everything, turn back the time. even for a second

9:52 PM

Apart from all the hoos and the haas that happened today,
I'M VERY VERY VERY HAPPY BECAUSE I JUST BOUGHT 2 STUFFS ONLINE! HEH HEH

This is not my first time though. But every single time when i buy something online, I'd get all so excited like how I felt during the first time. Prolly because the stuffs that i ordered (dresses, tops, jackets etc) always look so so much better in real life than pictures. So I can't wait for its arrival! Gonna transfer some money tomorrow. Another 55 bucks gone. And this time, I'm broke, for real. CRAPPPPPPP.

How ah?
=(

This is gonna be my last time going online shopping. For these few months, that is. Gonna save up for something! HEH HEH ;)
HAVE TO HOLD THE TEMPTATION!!!!!!!

YOU.SERIOUSLY.DON'T.KNOW.HOW.ADDICTIVE.ONLINE.SHOPPING.CAN.GET.

Rly cant wait for tomorrow to come fast cause I can't wait to transfer the money and get my stuffs A.S.A.P cos i can't want to wear 'em! Such gorgeous piece....sigh =) =) =)

Anyway, I think I suck today.
So bad.

It's just that... I don't know. I feel like such a failure today. Sometimes i just wish to turn back the time even for a second to not see that look. That particular look that stunned me real bad. It is just so... horrifying. I can't get it off my mind. It'll be stuck there, for as long as I'm alive.

That scene, that atmosphere, the moment.
Just that particular moment.

How I wish today never happened.
(Apart from purchasing something online)

Sigh.

Anyway, I just love you so much Megat. (Stop reading if you are already having goosebumps) I know I've told you time and again. But I'm sorry cause I'm gonna repeat that for as long as my heart is beating, because YOU are the beat of my heart (the beat that makes my heart BEAT, get it?) .

Crosses and circles,
farah

stop everything, turn back the time. even for a second

9:52 PM

9:52 PM