12:11 AM
In the midst of messaging with Megat on the phone...
Farah : U kat ne ni?
Megat : I da sampai i text u k baby kush kush hota hyair.
WHATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT HAHAHA.
It seemed really funny at that point of time when I read it.
Anyway, yes I am still alive if you're wondering. I've nothing to update about since nothing much happened lately. Or probably it was just too insignificant to my life, just like how you guys are to me. Insignificant.
HAHA JUSTTTTTT KIDDING.
But really! Nothing much happened since I've been going to school. Except that my uncle's getting married later (Sunday). My relatives came over to my place just now (Saturday) for some food feast to gather and celebrate -- one of those bonding sessions with people whom you'll meet only once a year (during hari raya) or if you're lucky enough, twice a year (including hari raya haji), or a maximum of five times if there are occasions like this.
We are called relatives just because we HAVE to be one. It's not like as if I'm close to most them. I am just close to a few of my cousins. But apart from that, it is like acting to feel comfortable with each other during gatherings when we are actually not.
Well maybe your relatives are different.
But mine? It's awkward at times.
Especially some aunties and uncles. Do you know how irritating most of them could get?
Sometimes i just feel like stuffing an apple in their mouth or something.
But what's the most can I do anyway?
Mumble under my breath (Sometimes I wish they could hear it) and smile and act like as if their two cents are worth my time. God! Please! I don't even give a fuck about it. Wait, make that two fucks hahahaha
Haha I am such a hypocrite bitch.
I need some sleep now.
I've been helping out in the kitchen and cleaning the mess that those old people made.
HELLO YOU GUYS ARE OLD ENOUGH TO THROW YOUR OWN PAPER CUPS AND PLATES AND YOUR DISGUSTING PIECES OF TISSUES INTO THE GOD DAMN DUSTBINS OK. STOP SITTING THERE ALL DAY LONG AND STUFF ALL THOSE FOOD DOWN YOUR OESOPHAGUS. Sheesh!
I am just so tired and cranky.
Bye.
Update soon with pictures.
Promise!
Crosses and circles,
farah