Got my freedom back
12:58 AM
Ya know what?After finally being able to let go of something that I THOUGHT I could never part with made feel ... so surreal. Like, I could finally BREATHE FRESH AIR. Like a gush of wind just smacked me on my face kinda feeling. Damn, I should have done this WAY back. If only I wasn't as stupid and retarded............... Haha okay I am welcoming Freedom now with open arms ;)
BUT THEN, I still couldn't get over the fact that I was actually VERY stupid. Dear God, why do you even have to let me go through all that kinda shits, seriously? You like playing games with me or what? Or are you like sitting up there and laugh at me while I was being a total retard back then? Or tossing and turning around the floor while I was acting like a fool? Really? But on the flip side, Thank God (x1000) that phase of my life is finally over! Yes, I'm referring to THAT suffocating-torturing-a total waste of my time-stupid-retarded phase!
I bet most of you are lost right now after reading the first two REALLY redundant paragraph.
It's okay, it's nothing spectacular or anything, just tryna spill my emotions out. Keep on guessing what I'm referring to if you want to............. it's not THAT hard to guess anyway.
What goes around comes around, right? Ain't karma a bitch? But we all know Farah is ;) HAHAHA okay i'm kidding - that was scripted from Gossip Girl, duh.
This might be a little over-due, but let me show you my Hari Raya pictures.
This might be too early to announce but heck, MY BIRTHDAY IS IN ABOUT 3 MONTHS. I've already something planned in mind. Ya I'm planning something on my birthday because my girls and I wanted to make THE-party-of-the-year kinda thing. It's like some sort of a celebration for our friendship AND also a celebration for our teenage years since this year would be the last year that all of us are a teenager. We're gonna be 20 as of 2011, sucky much huh? Tell me about it.....
So since my birthday is on december, it would totally be a perfect time for us to celebrate MY birthday and also the above-mentioned plans. We're gonna make it a blast. I won't just bid goodbye to my teenage years JUST LIKE THAT. It would be something extraordinary. Like, memorable and something.. blasty. You get what I'm tryna say? .........Nevermind if you don't. It's an invite-only event though. HAHAHA
Why do I sound so bitchy today?
Excuse me ! Haha
Crosses and circles,
Farah
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My name is Farah Suhaila. That's all that you need to know for now..
Alternatively, you could : Ask me anything on Formspring
OTHER BLOGGERS
Iqah Luby Aisyah Aida Najib Wan Zul Narysal Hana Alvin Joanne Sufi Huda & Sufi Syamim Shahzli Raimie Hazly Samuel Yan Run Stella Feng Ru Hafiz Fazly Fad Siti Durriah Paula Aunt Nora Psyfool Salimah Farhah Elfie Fafa Faisal Syahidah Nabila Rika Pei Rong Shirley JiaJian Xiaxue Kennysia Cheesie Iffah Nadira Dilah Eellee Shinx Fauzi Issha Sinah Nerly Raymond Shahirah Ange Zeeroc Kikin Peirong Huina Poh Suan Nabella Nutella AdleYanna Sri Mary Nazree Aisyah M Nana Hidir Atiqah Aeynn Far Dinah Mya Puteri Hazimah Teresa Farah Mareeni Nanis Biel Apit Angelin Shareefah Peili Dhab Hafiz aceh