Hello 2011, be nice to me.

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I couldn't put my finger on weather 2010 was a great year or otherwise, but on the flip side I guess year 2010 was pretty much entertaining, with the adequate (or more) supply of drama whereby it fills up like almost every passing second. And with regards to that matter, we now all have an explanation as to why the year seem to end so fast.

There are things that I wish didn't happen in 2010, and there are things that I wished it would happen, but didn't. But nevertheless with these stuffs - whatever you call it - that happened, somehow force-fed me with the taste of life. It doesn't really taste that nice, honestly. But well we gotta suck on it anyway. Bleargh.

So 2011 is here, and everyone's making new resolutions...except me. Not that I don't bother, but when it comes to resolutions and myself, I guess we don't really work well together. But for the sake of starting the year positively, I'm gonna make a change, not necessarily a noticeable one (cause it is not like as if anyone would notice a change in anyone) but a beneficial one instead, to me at least. Because all that matters in my life is ... Me. HAHA !

So this year I aim to learn about myself better. Maybe be a better person, though it might feel weird to be ... nice, but everyone's gotta make a change one day. Talking about change, I managed to successfully kicked a habit that I had for about more or less 4 years, and that is Smoking.

Honestly I am a very very heavy smoker. I smoke a box of cigarettes (20 sticks) per day. And I purchase cigarettes almost everyday ! And the worst thing is that, the cigarette that i used to smoke is Sampoerna Menthol. And we all know Sampoerna has a higher nicotine level than most of the popular cigarettes like Marlboro or Next or Winston or Viceroy. So I probably think that the amount of tar on the roads of Upper Changi Road is equivalent to the amount of tar in my organs.

But that aside, I'm happy that I've kicked that habit of smoking. And up to date, today's the 10th day of NOT SMOKING! YIPEE. Though having withdrawal symptoms really sucks, well I guess it would be all worth it in the end :)

So I'll end this entry with the my latest new haircut :)

I had it chopped off on the 31st December 2010, well I guess I needed a change before the new year starts. I think I look a little different though. I have fringe now ! And I cut my hair shorter by about 5 or 6 inches, but it's fine. My long hair was pulling me down anyway, whatever that meant. But what matters is that I love how my hair is now and well, HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY !

Babygirl Aisyah & I with our new haircut.

Celebrated countdown over at Zirca/Rebel with the rest of the girls :

Crosses and circles,
farah

Hello 2011, be nice to me.

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