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Wow. It has been really.... long. Haven't been blogging for a few months now. Funny how I completely ditched this space in a sudden when I once thought that I couldn't live without it. Not that I have a reason for it..or reasons. But you should by now realize the wonders of Change. A drastic one when applied to me, at least. I don't usually equip myself with explanations.. which i would then bring you to a point of confusion... Oh, and before I begin. Let me formally welcome you again, in case you have forgotten, my life full of, well.. You should figure it out by now. Full of Confusion. It's really messy in here (as if it is not obvious enough).. and I don't even know why. But things should be fine... time will tell, .. i guess? But, you should really count on hope. And at least a pinch of positivity. Though on most occasion, engulfed with negativity in disguise.

You know.. it really amuses me how we (or particularly, I) live my life day by day and everything seemed... normal. Nothing much has changed. School, home, sleep... Same shit, different day. Heard of it? Yeah. But at some point of your life, when you turn and look around, analyzing every little thing while flipping the pages of your diary, or plainly looking straight into the eyes of someone special to you.. and then it struck to you and *snap* you realized that things just ain't the same anymore. A lot has changed. And you didn't even realize when or how it happened.

See, we're too busy dedicating our time and caring too much about things that didn't matter, till we're nonchalant about the things we should really spend some time pondering upon. Subject may vary to every individual, but i believe this theory applies to majority. We're humans after all. Me, you, we're the same. We have feelings. We feel hurt when things start to change.. or changed. But we're all in this together. Stuck, suffocated, barely knowing what we're doing half of the time. Trying to survive the bullshits that we go through our daily lives, the lies we hear, the heartbreaks, the guilty pleasure that we all have.. It's a really crazy world out there mate.

But then again. We're human after all. We're bound to feel that way. But the question is, how many times must we get hurt to actually deserve to be happy?

Crosses and circles,

farah

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